#tail -f /var/log/messages

semakin dalam ku mengerti akan diriku,
semakin dalam pula ku merasa betapa menyedihkan aku…

kurasakan tp tak kudapati dimana sosok ku sendiri….
jiwaku menyatu dlm ketiadaan…
sunyi dan senyap semakin memelukku erat.
di kuasai oleh ketakutan….dan kebimbangan…

kosong…. tapi aku  menatap lembut sosok ku sendiri…
menatapnya dengan hati….

kulontarkan senyum dan sapa yg haru…
dan kukatakan…….
‘kau  bukan pecundang dlm  hidupku;
‘kau adalah mimpi-mimpi ku;
‘kau lah  kekuatan yg  slm ini mengisiku;
‘kau lah temanku dlm gundah;
‘kau adalah segalanya dan kau adalah aku’
kupikir ada yg memaksaku tersenyum kecil…

Seandainya cinta itu sederhana,
izinkan aku menjadi pahlawan kecil mu………..

True happiness is here, unmisted.
Unmisted by smiles or laughter,
unmisted by the joys of company.

To find true happiness,
to know if one is truly happy,
he must be happy alone.

Sometimes, you have to choose a song . . .
and the choosing is not easy.

I am someone
I walked past a dead face
even though the person was alive
I saw my eyes in the mirror
and cried at the sight
I looked at a person I didn¹t know
and I met a friend
I got heads to turn
when I walked past
I learned a lot about myself
when I lost a new friend
I cried every tear in my body
when I thought about love
I got hit bad
then got back in the ring
I climbed a mountain of rocks
and saw an eagle fly over- head
I heard terrible things about myself
when no one thought I was listening
I realized I was strong
when I didn¹t cry when it hurt
I found out who I was
when I was with someone else
I thought I was lost forever
when a friend found me
I held a life in my hand
and it was my own
I was a pawn in someone else’s game
so I surrendered to a brook
I walked the fine line between surviving
and not wanting to survive
I still am
I am someone

Silently,
He smiles to himself,
As he thinks of her,
Sitting alone in her kitchen,
Sipping coffee.
She thinks of him too,
But little does he know it.
Shamefully,
Both pass each other every day,
Without passing on the knowledge,
Of their inwardly turned love.
Time and time again it happens,
For who has the courage to say it first,
Or do they just enjoy,
Their secret love affair.

I could hardly believe it, when I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin’, someone’s swept your heart away
From the look uponyour face I see it’s true

So tell me all about it, tell me ’bout the plans you’re makin’
Oh, then tell me one thing more before I go

CHORUS:
Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I’ve been lovin’ you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
And how am I supposed to carry on
When all that I’ve been livin’ for is gone

I’m too proud for cryin’, didn’t come here to break down
It’s just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you when I built my world around
The hope that one day we’d be so much more than friends

I don’t wanna know the price I’m gonna pay for dreaming, oh
Even now it’s more than I can take

CHORUS

No, I don’t wanna know the price I’m gonna pay for dreaming
Oh, now that your dream has come true